My Journey Through Getting Back All Of My Pretty Colors
Beauty Starts Deep Within
I started this blog in May because I was sick of blogging sad and mundane thoughts on my other blog The View From The Balcony In My Head. I felt that there was another side of me that the world rarley got to see. I chose to entitle my blog The Undercover Diva because I had gotten so depressed that I had given up on being a girl. I felt like I was always telling people what I used to be, but they could not see if because I was just looking like whatever. Since my girly tendencies still lived soemwhere deep down inside, I just called myself The Undercover Diva.I have always considered myself to be a diva, but not the kind that the world depicts as making someone sift through a million M&M's to give me all of the red ones. To me a diva is just a woman who knows who she is and embraces that. She walks with her held high no matter what and knows that every part of who she is holds beauty. Even the ones that are sometimes hard to look at. In 29 years of living, I have learned that what is inside is what makes the outside beautiful. To me, it doesn't matter if the whole world thinks that I am beautiful. If I don't feel it deep down inside, then all the hype and puffed up praise means nothing. I have been blessed with a good sense of self esteem and my goal is to help other's in the world see their own beauty that lies deep with in. This blog is my journey through me just being a woman. The ups. The downs. The everythings in between.
I am a puzzle and as you come to know me I may throw pieces at you causing you to get the full meaning of who I am. The ones closest to my heart are the ones who understand and love me for me. The one who holds my heart is the one who made me and therefore gets me in ways that some may never. He loves me. All of me. Not just parts of me. Knowing this causes me total and complete bliss and the will to journey on through this thing called life. I was granted the gift of creativity through words amongst other things so I am sharing it with the world! This blog is a collection of the different thoughts, feelings, joys, pains, songs, stories, and an assortment of things that I feel and go through from day to day. It is an array on emotions that range from one end of the spectrum to the other. Nevertheless, it is a testament to the person that and I am, the song that I sing, and the steps that take. So, follow along with me on my journey as I keep you up to date on the pieces of me through my past, present, and future. As we are walking, if you have any food for thought that you would like to share, please feel free to try and feed it to me.